FINALLY got up
k.FINALLY got up and went to lc this am.had breakfast with the cute boy. hmmm.rejuvenating and inspiring (to get me to more of these morning meetings) feel kinda hungover today. going to an engagement party for dr and c. have no real idea who will be there..as in :who i will know. feel nervous, but […]
why i live here
i just remembered why it is i live here I mean, i used to know why.. the whole time i was living at the beach and after i moved to this place..i was constantly graateful and filled with a sense of joy-sheerly from walking to my car and feeling the air and the warmth, in […]
dirtysecret-music
>listening to that jupiter song by train(?)it gets me feelling very …dramatic. no, just ..i dontknow..something..i feel alot of things at present. it’s so nice out today. got email from ca . he is so great. i can’t believe that i get myself in these weird mind frames that cause me to think such crappy […]
heavyload
heavy loadwhatthefuckever,just uploaded this whole thingamajiggyto my site and i can’t get it to work. mutherfuchar
beginning thoughts
these are the beginning thoughts on what i am about. what i am doing..if anyone gets the wearwithall to read any of this ..sorry. or whatever. i don’t know. i feel like i need to write and as i am in front of my machine at almost all times-of late..it seems the right medium.so here […]
breakfast w/ dk
breakfast w/ dk.nice to see him.nueroutic fuck that he is.. went to the art store and bought canvas’s and paint. on a roll w/the painting thing feel intimadated by work stuff next week.meetings on mon. and tues. new space..got to get portfolio whipped up. shit. not missing anyone.l on my mind alot. don’t know why. […]
who i is
These are the beginning thoughts on what i am about. what i am doing..if anyone gets the wearwithall to read any of this ..sorry. or whatever. Idon’t know. i feel like i need to write and as i am in front of my machine at almost all times-of late..it seems the right medium.so here . […]
L.A. rules(today)
feel reallly fucking happy today. the light is inspiring. la rules today.i am in no fear.well some apprehension,but healthy. a record company called about ajob to do album covers. yeah. damned cool.weird.i manifested this whole career out of nothing. a computer and some bullshitting.marvelous, i must say. i am not in ‘contact’ perse, with any […]
altercation
altercationw/ter.pissed me off. not going to take shit from anyone.noone.that is over. all of it is.follow my own path from now on..wht do i want?don’t know. seems there is nothing like this cigerette relief. total relapse. fuck. oh well. going to find something to do for me today. don’t have the patience for …much of […]
don’t feel much
don’t feel much like writing these days..i am back home. this afternoon. murphy picked me up. so sweet. wendy dom anthony torrencio all called . lou also.funny how you find out who are your friends-so weird. not sad at all. tired and lethargic. feel very quiet. house is empty. a is gone. zen house. feels […]