Month: May 2001

i don’t understand what is going on

i don’t understand what is going on with my blogs..thay won’t publish…

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The beginning..

first questions:where were you born?what do you know about the circumstancesof your birth?What is My first memory? i was born @ lions gate hospital-same hospital dad died in; i was a cesarean(sp?) mom said “i went to sleep and woke up with a baby girl” ( the way she says it makes baby having ALMOST […]

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not another micheal flattley

looking forward to going out this eve.- which is not normal(of late, anyway..) ajp is coming over at 7:30 and we’re going up the street. then dinner and then party(?) if i make it that far. i am still feeling kinda weak. this illness-whatever it is- is lingering in the most annoying way. had breakfast […]

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the excercise of writing

the excercise of writing in this format and following through with missives i send myself, is purty cool. feel like i am being accountable to myself….now i hve to be accountableto the dawg,too. i gots to take him fer anuthah walk…perhaps i’ll run into cute neighbourhood boys…when i had max the first we would walk […]

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you said something

listening to pj harvey’yousaid something” i want to send it to ykw.it’s too perfect. fuck .

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n came over

n came over and l emailed me. and i emailed her back. weird . she said she’s been very depressed but no mention of why i haven’t heard from her in two months. maybe she was using. hope not. more shall be revealed, iguess , in time. she actually just called here but i didn’t […]

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breakfast w/ cute boy

had breakfast w/ cute boy and cute dog of his. oh my , he is sexy. very rude ,though.funny rude. so exihillarting(sp?) spending flirty time with cuteboy.charges my whole day. it’s cinqo de mayo and everyone and their dog is in malibu-don’t think i’ll go- went to virgin, bought a bunch of cd’s.now waiting for […]

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just got back from dinner

just got back from dinner. so much fun. lak’s new boy,jq, is awesome.so funny. he just did a rap record and his producer joined us after dinner and he was the coolest guy. colin. he ‘advised’ me on mixing boards etc. jb was with us also. ajp went home early . good to see him […]

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energy coursing

feel alot of energy coursing through me. don’t know how to channel it. i am drinking a ‘B3’ energy drink..i think it works

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feel scattered

hmm i feel scattered. a just called. she wanted her mail and rather than getting her to come inside, i just gave it to mf(who she was picking up)i’m over the whole deal of being judged and talked about. i let it all go.so there. ajp sent me a very sweet email and we are […]

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i am feeling so drained. gawd i hope i ‘m not getting sick. not such a big deal if i am, cause idon’t have anything to do this weekend (that can’t be cancelled.) but i just don’t have anyone around..ya know to take care of me or whatever. shit I just realized iam allerigic to […]

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lc2 this morn

so i went to the lc2 this morn and lak was there. so nice to see her. she is madly in love -but it is an icky situation..the guy with whom she is falling in love with(and he with her) is her best frinds ex…See lak was consoling him after she (lak’s bff)dumped him and […]

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