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the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something. kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .
the light is so pretty
the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something.kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .
blogger deleted my post
i wrote a huge post last night about my dinner with ab,mf,ajp,hil and crg…but it’s gone. shit. ah well. i was funny too.anyway. dinner was good. very relaxed. surprised me at first;that so many were there. but it was for good company. ajp was very funny. entertained me . sometimes i think he doesn’t know […]
my who’s who index
put up my who’s who index. i am having dinner w/ ab at lc. quite pleased with this . although i still haven’t had a shower etc and i have to be there in 45 mins. better get going
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so many thngs to think about. i was so excited to go see my cousin dj this eve.,then i called to find out what time and he said it was cancelled.fuck. i thought it would be a new fun place to meet cool people. i guess not. and my reg. thursday night date is off […]
just being peacefully high
n came over again.gave me more money.more ideas for the site. i told him he has to buy a dig. camera.so i agreed to go with him on saturday to samy’s. listeneing to marcy playground. wonder what happened to these guys. they remind me of using. actually good recall. makes me want to get high. […]
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went to remedy tonight at the whisky. good turn out for them. had dinner after at swingers w/mi. felt weird at the show. hil and z were there among others. hugged z, but felt so uncomfortable watching her . ughhh. when will this end???i can’t stand being in this place of feeling ostracized. maybe it’s […]
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hmmm what am i doing?mom lft today and i feel a little bummed(go figure) i am still in my state of letting every preconceived notion about myself/life gooooo it’s hard, cause i get caught in the sadness of what i think i want(ie;living here..) and how much home depresses me. ahh well. i shall try […]
the right “thinking”
so i did the right “thinking” thing. i “manifested “good feelings etc. -what it feels like to be happy joyuos &abundant. i also realized that i am not on my right path.It is obivious because everything is so hard, i am scared shitless, but i am ready tp let go of everything i know or […]