i am nuts
i am nuts-i feel like my mother is going to make me have a nervous bdshe doesnt do anything-it’s the buttons she pushes(she INSTALLED) by ……….breathing..
so much
so much -going to sb this weekend . mom is her. max staying with jc -i am a bit insane with everthing and everyone-but i feel good-saw et and b this am at urth. feel good. like i am free of something enormous. i am ready
dk came over
dk came over and hung out this eve. nice to see him. walked the dog-went up the street and met p with ss mj jo and mi-went to jones’s for dinner and then i went to ns’s to help plan his trip.he’s so funny. very much a perfectionist, i think. feel alright, albeit a bit […]
lc2 this am
lc2 this am. breakfast at urth w/ jc and hil.haven’t seen hil in forever. it was very good to see her.max came with -he is having SEVERE seperation anxiety. i didn’t even get to set foot in the meeting. oh well.today i’m helping ns w/ computer shit. and maybe lunch w/ lak.or mi.
i want to not
i want to not go to bed on a sour note. i want to sleep well and wake up with gratitude and love in my heart . i feel very vulnerable, as i have so much over the last 6 months-not weak, just open and sensitive. i want to use these lessons in my life […]
china town
went to china town -ate with wayne and mj and mike d.he’s funny. same birthday as me. went to les duex. so crowded. saw cuteboy.he’s kinda lame. everyone is right now. i don’t know what is going on with me. i am in such an odd place. i was so annoyed by people in general […]
just when
just when i feel good and as though i am over all past grievances-i get hit with something from left field.ran into vh on larchmont and came across the fact that we both knew someone in common and she was seriously crushing on him…ykw. god, i felt so weird and icky. it made me feel […]
vespa party
vespa party was a lot of fun.
slept in again
slept in again-felt so good.ns came and took me for coffe. he said the show yesterday was unbelievable-so envious-he had an amazing day/night.sounds like-topped off with courtney love buyiung him in and out burger and flashing him her chest…crazy life.i ate with ag and mi last night then sat with mj and wayne till 2am-fun.-mellow.max […]
good day
good day- although weird still. lc 2 in the am w/mj. t?en to coffe w/ sally. awesome talk. then to home walked max. made a vet appt. then to sleep. then to pay bills..finally. gas and cable and internet. then to larchmont w/ ag and mi. met the cutest group of boys . ofcouse i […]