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pissed rain..vancouver-style today. i slept through the meeting and it was great. hil and ns came over and we had coffee and then we read tarot cards(?) went to swingers for lunch -chintoe met us as did ie and ns1 and ah went home and worked till 7ish . ch came by for a visit.talked […]
went to hear lala
went to hear lala speak-amazing..z and av were there. weird how things change like that.ss and ns and lala and hil and i went and ate at ie’s and watched him on felicity. then we(me ie and la) went to mjk’s ,brought him food and watched movies.
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time to figure out what i want: a nice stable income and LEGAL staus. a loving sweet gorgeous sexy boyfriend who is madly inlove with me and i him. to quit smoing easly and without gaining anyweight
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i am at ie’s right now with lala and ie and irwin. all day i was stuck infront of the computer..working . forgot what it feels like. alittle brain dead…now i am bored and hungry. but i think i have just been looking forward to something -who knows what- and there seems to be nothing […]
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if there is such a line between insanity andd sane-ness…i sat in a room this evening where it would have been drawn. from where i sat , in some what saness i watched across the floor as completely insane people spoke in ways that sort of made sense. i spoke at a meeting and the […]
the fine line
if there is such a line between insanity andd sane-ness…i sat in a room this evening where it would have been drawn.from where i sat , in some what saness i watched across the floor as completely insane people spoke in ways that sort of made sense.i spoke at a meeting and the sharing afterwards […]
odd/cool week
odd/cool week. could not get into work at all. got back to meetings (lc) hung out with cute boy a bit…he seems endeared by ol’ max , at least. he’s very cool and sexy – nice to be talking with someone completely new. pissed rain yesterday-vancouver style. it was so nice ’cause i had the […]
laughing in bed after vegas
week of still being on holiday sort of. went to vegas with lala n hh ..met the boys there . went to u2-amazing concert. the night before i left ch called me- kinda cool convo. then went to hotel with the girls and had a full on slumber party- ordered every dessert on the menu- […]
still being on holiday
week of stillbeing on holiday sort of.went to vegas with lala n hh ..met the boys there .went to u2-amazing concert.the night before i left ch called me- kinda cool convo.then went to hotel with the girls and had a full on slumber party- ordered every dessert on the menu-did ‘masks’ in our pj’s and […]
hawaii- now vegas
hawaii to be cont. when i am settled. didn’t sleep the first night home- or the next day-went to rodeo saw cute boy. dinner for cr’s bday at musso and franks…bw dk ns mjls hh etc. then went to sleep fina-fuckin’-lly then slept all am then to larchmont then everyone left for vegas for the […]
went to hospital
am went to hospital -then out w/ n for lunch-then slept alll day. thought it was next day when i awoke- went to ns’s then to dinner and dancing at ll w/ jg re ah sss etc. ab met us there- he was unsually tired this eve-so it seemed. i feel so serene and ok. […]
brother is here.
brother is here. have yet to see him. spent the a.m. with brent at the hospital. i don’t know why i feel so okay with being there. i am not scared of that enviroment- i am scared of boredom and what that does to me,essentially.how do i get to a place of prespective. purpose and […]