pissed rain..vancouver-style today. i slept through the meeting and it was great. hil and ns came over and we had coffee and then we read tarot cards(?) went to swingers for lunch -chintoe met us as did ie and ns1 and ah went home and worked till 7ish . ch came by for a visit.talked […]
Read Morewent to hear lala speak-amazing..z and av were there. weird how things change like that.ss and ns and lala and hil and i went and ate at ie’s and watched him on felicity. then we(me ie and la) went to mjk’s ,brought him food and watched movies.
Read Morei am at ie’s right now with lala and ie and irwin. all day i was stuck infront of the computer..working . forgot what it feels like. alittle brain dead…now i am bored and hungry. but i think i have just been looking forward to something -who knows what- and there seems to be nothing […]
Read Moreif there is such a line between insanity andd sane-ness…i sat in a room this evening where it would have been drawn. from where i sat , in some what saness i watched across the floor as completely insane people spoke in ways that sort of made sense. i spoke at a meeting and the […]
Read Moreif there is such a line between insanity andd sane-ness…i sat in a room this evening where it would have been drawn.from where i sat , in some what saness i watched across the floor as completely insane people spoke in ways that sort of made sense.i spoke at a meeting and the sharing afterwards […]
Read Moreodd/cool week. could not get into work at all. got back to meetings (lc) hung out with cute boy a bit…he seems endeared by ol’ max , at least. he’s very cool and sexy – nice to be talking with someone completely new. pissed rain yesterday-vancouver style. it was so nice ’cause i had the […]
Read Moreweek of still being on holiday sort of. went to vegas with lala n hh ..met the boys there . went to u2-amazing concert. the night before i left ch called me- kinda cool convo. then went to hotel with the girls and had a full on slumber party- ordered every dessert on the menu- […]
Read Moreweek of stillbeing on holiday sort of.went to vegas with lala n hh ..met the boys there .went to u2-amazing concert.the night before i left ch called me- kinda cool convo.then went to hotel with the girls and had a full on slumber party- ordered every dessert on the menu-did ‘masks’ in our pj’s and […]
Read Morehawaii to be cont. when i am settled. didn’t sleep the first night home- or the next day-went to rodeo saw cute boy. dinner for cr’s bday at musso and franks…bw dk ns mjls hh etc. then went to sleep fina-fuckin’-lly then slept all am then to larchmont then everyone left for vegas for the […]
Read Moream went to hospital -then out w/ n for lunch-then slept alll day. thought it was next day when i awoke- went to ns’s then to dinner and dancing at ll w/ jg re ah sss etc. ab met us there- he was unsually tired this eve-so it seemed. i feel so serene and ok. […]
Read Morebrother is here. have yet to see him. spent the a.m. with brent at the hospital. i don’t know why i feel so okay with being there. i am not scared of that enviroment- i am scared of boredom and what that does to me,essentially.how do i get to a place of prespective. purpose and […]
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