so nice to see ie!!!he just drove me home from the mtg. ad was there had a good smoking convo. ugh. she is good for me though. cause i think we smoked for the same reasons. hmm. i am a bit nervous about today and not having a car to do all this shit.i’ll figure […]
Read Moreeveryone is home or enroute. feel very good. had a nice visit with hil. talked to ns and now organizing for tomorrow. cant hardly figure out what to do first!clean redecorate cook paint …..should be fun. i feel so clear as to what is really going on now. i am just having feelings and they […]
Read Morenice day. woke up – borrowed ch’s car got some groceries…well coffee stuff. then ab came and got me and we went to 3 and g , didn’t stay. talked to redhaired alison. and colby. then we went to the 11 45 meeting. laren was there so was owen….hmmmm. then ad rs ab and lele […]
Read Moremy head is swirling with info . not good info . but weird sorta bad/ gossipy info. i am not exactly sure what i know to be real and what is
Read Morewhat a weird evening. went to bed at 8. woke at 3ish. watched tv etc. went back to bed . ? sooo confused. weird odd feel very disillusioned with things. certain things. other things are good. i am just trying to figure out what is really going on
Read Moresign my godamned gbook please. am sitting home , sat eve. dinner at the indian place. yum. ch is here. guess where? i just went to the video store and rented a few videos- funny thing- i have not done that in years…years LITERALLY link to my old g-book-wow
Read Morei installed a guest book….please sign it. i need stuff to do. i ‘m bored. what can i write about? how about how i came here; well after traipsing about central america and mexico and colorado and asia attempting trying to find myself and the perfect “high”( at the same time?)..i ended up overdosing on […]
Read Moresome how i find myself in a state of reflection and need of change. i want to be in la but i want more frommy relationships. i want to be in a place where work is steady and fun. where i am happy about the jobs i ahve and the money iss flowing in , […]
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