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i want to redecorate my house my site my room….my life. feel very inspired but i have to go to the dentist this morning YUCK
my gd tooth
funny how things are shifting so quickly. feel great about my place in my life. cept for my gd tooth
done with smoking
k. i’m lame. didnt finish the ms. but i am going to finish it this eve and do it tomorrow. post it , i mean. I am done with smoking. my tooth hurts sooo much too,shit.
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jlh is here!!yeah. came down from portland for a few days.. ie lent me his car this am and i went to the hypnotist for quitting smoking…weird. think i’ll be able to do it though. i feel over it. the whole smoking thing. i am perplexed by situations in my life right now. feel very […]
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i love dancing.
tonight i write
tonight i write my mission staement. i will post it by the time i go to bed tomorrow night . that gives me just over 24 hours to get it down and out. so to speak. and i ‘m accountable to it. because of this post.ha on me.
what is really going on for me?
what is really going on for me? i am scared out of my mind. i am scared of not getting legal working freedom in the us. i am scared of not ever having enough money that i earn to pay back my mom and pay my own bills all the time easily . i am […]
anxious and clear all at the same time
wow. i feel weird and anxious and clear all at the same time. frightened by the prospect of having do something new. put up a donation thingy so you all can help me pay for life ok OLD =out:smoking. people pleasing at my own expense… shit talk IN=in:yoga meditation more love sex and water
2001 over and done with
happy new year. 2001 over and done with. 2002 sounds better. more even and balanced…just like me….?had a lovely dinner here ajp and lisa – mi ad ag lele hil too tired to write all down now. just now this i am a non smoker as of last night. ch threw water on my cigarrets […]