Posted on 15. Jan, 2003 by a in best of me
got sick on sat night. really sick slept all sat sunday and monday..woke at 5 pm went to nic anon. shared. felt good. lots of people there. ch was cagey=at best. seems he avoids me- he’s great on the phone-but in person he seems scared of me..kinda funny.wish we could be friends- we had fun [...]
Posted on 11. Jan, 2003 by a in best of me
very little to report as of this week.good week. lots of service work. pmsing, though..so a little aggresive and sensitive. i am trying to work alot. got my health care and lawyer stuff organized FINALLY. phewff. going to lfb’s for a mtg at noon. all girls, should be nice. went to rodeo last night, then [...]
Posted on 06. Jan, 2003 by a in best of me
what is up with updating the site and getting reverted to an old version. it should be a fuck of a lot easier to change your blog page…specially when you PAY for blogger
Posted on 05. Jan, 2003 by a in best of me
i want to start writing. i am not sure what holds me back. i have this thinking that if i dont do it perfectly..i mine as well not do it at all. must reverse this.i have so many ideas in my head. i need to make them come to life via creative endeavors. art show [...]
Posted on 04. Jan, 2003 by a in best of me
hmmm. feel like i need to do some serious creating. want to write and paint and redecorate and and and.watched in the bedroom last night and it made me thik. it was so interesting the way the movie was shot…not cinematography speaking-more the characters and their reactions to each other.i am fascinted by vulnerability. i [...]
