touchy subject ahead:

touchy subject ahead:ive been writing online since along time ago.nothing noteworthy. just exhibisionist style ramblings about nothing.some things have gotten me in shit, by mistakenly being read by the wrong eyes.but…in general, over the long haul..its been therapy via purgeing my thoughts.to no one on nothing.but lateley ive made a rather large lifestyle choice that…
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no nyc

no nyc this wek. damn. its ok, there r lots of fun things to do, instead.last night i went to the spazmatics with d.we got there really late but had fun.(as usual)looked for cuteboy, to introduce myself.didnt happen.. he disappears after the show.the hotty looked happy & hot.par usuale.lots of couples macking on the dancefloor..weird.morty…
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talking about my past

talking about past shit with d,its soo odd to remember what it is i used to live for ( not heroin)travelling outside adventure fun new worldsi got sober in la and have stayed true to the stayed and true lifestyle of non adveturous-ness.its been good to me, but its now irked me into restlessness.i feel…
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nyc

nyc with dkp is done.we r going to get out of here and go to where the boyz rthe really cute fun sexy artfaG types are. ie; the ones that luv us rhappy fuckin thangsgivingwe r listening to marianne faithfull on da couch makin plansbeware

juicy deuce openings

in vegas for opening thingy 40 deuce and Juicy Couture Store opening thingy; flew in their private jet …i felt soo ill.. sat alone and slept. nice room at The hotel, lara s is here, as are AK and louie. met nicki h , who seems very sweet.. the store is in a mall..me, lfb,…
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evening being dumbasses

mw and i spent the evening being dumbasses. truly. cumulated in skateboarding for rootbearfloats. had a nice visit with dr today- hadnt seen him in months – he came by picked me up went to the jewbean. seems tortured though. it breaks my heart for him. see? another pieceof evidence to add proof to my…
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hollywood/pakistan

since coming back from canyon this am, i havent left the g-damn screen. feel like i should go out for a walk or sumthing, just to get away fom computer. guess im going away this weekend. some party in vegas. flying out on saturday back sunday am. its free so i cant complain! and we’re…
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party in vegas

since coming back from canyon this am, i havent left the g-damn screen.feel like i should go out for a walk or sumthing, just to get away fom computer.guess im going away this weekend.some party in vegas. flying out on satrday back sunday am.its free so i cant complain!and we’re being styled out.i feel weird…
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sitting in awesome-ness

its 8:02 ;i’ve run and now im sitting in awesome-ness that is my living room …i took all the shit(clutter) out ,over the last few weeks and finallyit seems to be where i need it to be.rug that dloh got me rules sooo much. i will never underestimate the design eye of dannylohner again.now i…
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beautiful this morning

everything is so beautiful this morning. long run felt soo good. getting back on cycle with running. fin-a-fuck-ingly a came to visit she is very down. so rather than work and bum out, i got out of myself and listened. m took her to her doctor, she was soo bummed now maria is here and…
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