Archive for November, 2004
went to the spazmatics show this evening
few errors in judgement were made on my part
note to self: do not bring drunk friends places u want to have fun
i spent more than half the evening doing damage control:
ie:apologizing for all the elbowing and general assinine behaviour
im so embarassed for them.
everyone should leave there shit at home
if coming to this show..or anywhere for that matter
despite it all..i had great time dancing etc.
spazmatics sounded particularilly good this eve
and k/m was cute as ever.
i was even getting courage to approach
but didnt due to drunk assholes having drama
-saw him walk in, though
u r way way cuter in ‘normal’ clothes
than i could have hoped.
this is frustrating.
i dont know….
i guess ill have unrequited crush from afar
forever .
cannot get over the atrocity of
drunk assholes with me.ugh.
i actually felt like crying or punching something
when i left.i will go alone next time.
i cant get a grip on how people
can act so horribly .
its heart breaking and annoying.
i dont ever want to deal with this again.
went to the spazmatics show this evening
few errors in judgement were made on my part
note to self: do not bring drunk friends places u want to have fun
i spent more than half the evening doing damage control:
ie:apologizing for all the elbowing and general assinine behaviour
im so embarassed for them.
everyone should leave there shit at home
if coming to this show..or anywhere for that matter
despite it all..i had great time dancing etc.
spazmatics sounded particularilly good this eve
and k/m was cute as ever.
i was even getting courage to approach
but didnt due to drunk assholes having drama
-saw him walk in, though
u r way way cuter in ‘normal’ clothes
than i could have hoped.
this is frustrating.
i dont know….
i guess ill have unrequited crush from afar
forever .
cannot get over the atrocity of
of drunk assholes with me.ugh.
i actually felt like crying or punching something
when i left.i will go alone next time.
i cant get a grip on how people
can act so horribly .
its heart breaking and annoying.
i dont ever want to deal with this again.
so of the fridaynight wish list:
i have:
walked…but not imlessly;
ordered and eaten indian food
had far too many phone calls of the annoying vs.
“whats up?”rambleramblerambleramble
mostly werk related.
its friday leave me alone
friday night in my mind:
no phone calls or tv
walk in cold aimlessly
home
order indian food
bath
chill
sleep
friday night in my mind:
no phone calls or tv
walk in cold aimlessly
home
order indian food
bath
chill
sleep
why wont this publish ??
this dark early thing is fucking me up..i keep thinking it must be soooo late.
but its only5 30
c is working for me for the week. thats great.
dl bought me an amazing huge rug yesterday.
running again. i cant take breaks from running like that. screws my old body mind up.
its hard but im trying to do early am runs to start day off properly
( and fend off later day excuses to not go..)
everythings different and the same
dragonfly last night.
seemed rather testosterone heavy..not in a good way.
slimy drunk guys interrupting dance time
drunk dumb asses bug me to the nth degree.
they are so unaware of personal space
i dont think i got one full song worth of dancing without
having to move or being shoved or some dude grinning and touching
trying to ‘dance’ with me.
yuck.
allison j. celebrated her ‘virginity’ loss anniversary?
albeit a dubious celebration she got the killer present:
the singer madeout w/ her(onstage)..luckyduck
still confused as to emails i received.
sorta feel like im on a reality show and i made it into the final round
you or not you?- sent a reply this afternoon..which i responded to. we’ll see.
gd hes sexy
this is a public service announcement for my crush
if u r the real deal, umm..
(and u read this..)
.first)
this is seriously embarressing-but funny
second)
email me again,tell me about the other parts ofyour life
( as u can readmine here..)
third)
due to serious shyness perhaps u could introduce yourself to me..?
fourth)
if ur not who u say u r..or u r and are oherwise occupied: nevermind
carryon…etc.
ok-if nothing else i have a funny story to relay of interconnectedness online crush
there.
trying to figure out oo much stuff..last night was unreal.
what a trip.
chateau twiglight zone
such an odd mix-for my brain
evrything is strange at present- breakfast w/dloh..he was so happy and in such a grat mood- it made me happy.
same w/ jk yesterday
miss jk quite abit these days;
cyclilic(sp?) spans
g is such a good sport its unreal-although i get annoyed easily i am just so usedto being alone and not having to account for another- good break for my pattern.
trying to figure out oo much stuff..last night was unreal.
what a trip.
chateau twiglight zone
such an odd mix-for my brain
evrything is strange at present- breakfast w/dloh..he was so happy and in such a grat mood- it made me happy.
same w/ jk yesterday
miss jk quite abit these days;
cyclilic(sp?) spans
g is such a good sport its unreal-although i get annoyed easily i am just so usedto being alone and not having to account for another- good break for my pattern.