in canada

still in vancouver- well a hotel room in vancouver.-about to venture outside to get coffee-m is still sleeping- something that totally eluded me last night.
im not bummed-just anxious, i dont know what i expect here- nothing.
but it seems my emotions expect something.
how weird.
i like being here- safe in a hotel ,with someone from home(la home)
knowing i can leave at will..but i still want to see so many people. well not so many just some.
im crazy . but happy.