anxiety vacuum
im completely thrown . i feel like i got sucked into an anxiety vacuum(?) and i have lost all my good thoughts. i was very grumpy w/mw last night. it just pisses me off when i feel like this and i dont know how to express it to anyone.i guess i sorta expect him to […]
helmi is smelling bad
helmi is smelling bad. cant sleep he smells like wet dawg. but damn he is cute.i think ill take him out for a pee etc. then get up and go to cb.hmmmm
laurel canyon is flooding BIGTImE ..came to dloh s earlier- as hes still in vegas at the AVN ( porn) awards.he said for my help with fending off potentional flooding at his house, he d have nickki sixx or robin leach leave messages for my outgoing machine. AWESOME>they were all at vince neills wedding today […]
im so spun with my little world of over talking and hollywood dumbness;how come i live here ? i must recall my priorities
im here with d. talking about girl stuf. mean girls . we arent, but we have been deluged with them.
im spending wayyyyyyy too much time on CSSnot enuff perusing myspizznit friendster for boysi best snap the hell out of it
i think i think i think too
much. insomnia, not bad..just periphial worriy and anxiety that is prolly slowly ( or not so slo these last few years..) eating away at my tummy lining..or clustering to form some appendage sized tumour.hi! Gd morning. nice talk allison.sorry.news style update:( for my stock taking sanity)im stuck in my head. mom is still in oc. […]
slept-through-nye
slept through newyears..how lucky.mom is down in san clemente, have to go get her. its pissing rain here, still.had a fun evening , the night before newyears , with vDf and d.still havent talked to patrick ,really. the second i did speak to him ( he was in a mtg) he sounded so sad)hope to […]
i dunno if i like it, but im bored and lacking in creativity.so wha is a new way of looking at my life that wont bum me out?without comparing to other places things situations.i need to change some area an di think a blog template, although a change, is not the place im looking for […]
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slept through newyears..how lucky.mom is down in san clemente, have to go get her. its pissing rain here, still.had a fun evening , the night before newyears , with vDf and d.still havent talked to patrick ,really. the second i did speak to him ( he was in a mtg) he sounded so sad)hope to […]