Archive for March, 2005
tryigng to change some css is a bitch
i am not sure if i live in BC or southern california???The weather is soooo exactly what i grew up with and tried to move away from.
my life is weird. or more accuretly, i guess, life in general, is weird.
i live below 2 army rangers. as in US army special forces , both veterans of the war.
They are little boys, in that they are 22 and 23.
they are both my friends. Jf is like my brother.
tonight a friend of theirs, from their troop, arrived to visit for the weekend -
i brought them out to to a dumb-ish hollywood party.
the misconceptions i have of people was evident this eve.
i dance when i go to party’s clubs etc.
but not serious dance, i usually am in the best least crowded spot doing fun goofy moves w/ a friend( i have a list of my dancing friends -its very specific.) So these boys come meet us( im with/aj and cr ) and i assume they will need to be entertained and not want to dance-or be really bad embarrassing dancers…i made these assumptions because, in my head, if they were in the army ..they cant possibly “get it”
ie: be quick enuff to get into dance dumbness i do.
Oh how very wrong i was….. how naive i am..
they were immeadiatly on the floor with us…goofing and not being gross/embarassing.
actually being more fun on a dance floor than any guy in the hollywood vicinty…that i know.
(save for mw at ad )
AND we stayed up talking after and i came to realize alot more.
Mostly about the assiniity(?) my assumptions create and how elitist i am, with no good cause.
i think i may have missed out on alot of experiences, thus far in life due to this …must note and stay in awareness ….Oh and BTW:
friend visiting is hot. extremely. he reminds me of someone else.
someone who i think of too much..and musnt.
spazmatics fun i gave d my camera he got some pics from on onstage.
Brought La, and she, of course.. was sooo awesoem..they sart playing like a virgin..and i said GO Up n Dance.(kinda kidding..,mostly just hoping she’d do this: .., knowing full well she’s the only person i know who could pull that shit off.)
she did..without a second of hesitaion.
i love her sooo much.
funny how dloh told me a few weeks ago ‘you need a crew.. girls that will get your back nomatter.
i have ana hils debf
(thru saint of circumstance is plesantly back in my life)
newly rooting AND with long aquaintainship…aj
L ..im going to stop tallying..its silly, but im in a list sorta mood..meme time.
Thrashing Through Cyberspace: AOL Eavesdrops, Grants Itself Permission To Steal Your AIM Conversations
i really really love this .damn. this is the last question from an VH1 interview with Mark Oliver Everett(“E” of the eels)
“VH1: Finish this sentence, “E was the blank of his generation.”
E: The Orson Welles of alternative music. And Shootenanny was clearly his Citizen Kane. Someone has to say it and I don’t want to wait anymore.
cant wait for this
a few examples of searches that brought people to my site.. hmmm.
these ones come in all the time from various search engines)
interessant, non?
The most deeply seated instinct in us is our craving for experience. And that is why the efforts of the Utopians to make life a perfect routine always arouses subconscious revolt in the spirit of man.”
© Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiend
i concur
