stuck in the wrong fantasy?

Posted on 30. Aug, 2005 by a in Stories, best of me, favorites, really

my own personal pergatory….
help
Iam stuck somewhere between my old version ‘fantasies’ and new, ..yet unrealized ,ones…hence: my own personal pergatory….
And by fantasies i mean what i wish for in my life ie:” i really want to be a fireman when i growup”…it referes to what i really ‘want’ for myself and /or can work [...]

feelings

Posted on 29. Aug, 2005 by a in best of me

i seem to be diggin deep into the feeling vault, probably brought on by being home and such.listen to my feelings here, if you like:

being here

Posted on 27. Aug, 2005 by a in best of me

…to me , when i lived here, cittas was,quite literally, the center of the(my) universe….
ive been here since last week , and its ok. very quiet , and calm-save for last night..fd and i went out to cittas., of all fucking places ’specially…with him.(?)parveen was working. and if clark or brad had been there, it [...]

The Used

Posted on 23. Aug, 2005 by a in Stories, best of me

…everythingl is funny and sad at the same timeright?kinda…

went to the used at universal . seats( when we got there) were being occupied ) by some kids..no big deal, d was asking them to move…and we start into the row…as i moving past one of the girls , i say , as is my canadain [...]

jord_schick

Posted on 20. Aug, 2005 by a in best of me

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i think i became a different person 13 years ago . when i wrote this. i wrote down 3 pages of what happened from the phone call at 8 am, up until that evening at midnight. it altered me more than any other moment in my life.i feel sad [...]

“See this Movie” entry panel

Posted on 19. Aug, 2005 by taintme in best of me

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