so sad
so sad. i think watching him tell the world he had cancer was only like, ..i dont know…but not very long ago. .he was canadian and he worked for my grandfather. and i liked his voice. and i smoke. and my dad is dead , from cancer. fuck.
what
ever.i feel hot and lonely and annoyed and aware and underwhelmed by people. i feel like people think im really stoopid and i guess it may be that i’ve let them think that ; because the behaviours i get thrown are bizarre for grownup people.maybe its just mercury, but i dont think so.i do think […]
what it is
links and images of work by allison creelman 1999-present
party
i guess im going to a party this eve.downtown, even..IN A LOFT..woohoo. big urban nite for me, being the creature of hollywood based habit and all. it sounds great actually, as ztrip is djing and i love me some ztrip. he is my fav.he mixxes funny shit.morty is getting pretty kickass these days too.but back […]
tom green , farley mowatt , jean chretian and me, in a wading pool…
Perhaps i have insomnia?, add?, lack of something….but for some reason..i ended up staying up way too late even though im exhausted…and perusing local blogs. i dont do this often anymore..seemed for awhile it got to be less interesting when every teenager in asia started a blog and id somehow end up on those…but with […]
tom green , farley mowatt , jean chretian and me, in a wading pool…
Perhaps i have insomnia?, add?, lack of something….but for some reason ..i ended up staying up way too late even though im exhausted…and perusing local blogs. i dont do this often anymore..seemed for awhile it got to be less interesting when every teenager in asia started a blog and id somehow end up on those…but […]
sooo single
i am frighteningly single maintainent. meaning: no crushes of any depth( ?).. or reality…is more like it.AND..(thids is whats awful) no foresight into future spots for finding any.potential.. …i mean its awesome fun to go out dancing. or to go to the roosevelt, see people etc..But , i do not meet potential dates at spots […]
The Screamer
its hot out. but what makes it hotter is the screaming hassidic woman that lives in front of me. its unreal ..TOTALLY ..unreal.She screams ALL DAY.. in a terriffiying-shrill-higher-as-she-gets-rolling-pitch.Its been going on since she moved in. ( 2.5 years) its awful.devasting , actually. Somedays i can tolarate it. on others, i feel like killing …..and […]
The Screamer
its hot out. but what makes it hotter is the screaming hassidic woman that lives in front of me. its unreal ..TOTALLY ..unreal.She screams ALL DAY.. in a terriffiying-shrill-higher-as-she-gets-rolling-pitch. Its been going on since she moved in. ( 2.5 years) its awful. devasting , actually. Somedays i can tolarate it. on others, i feel like […]
mad knowledge
I am overwhelmed with tiredness, and mad knowledge- i learned alot in a short time…( i was sorta temping for someone i really would like to work for fer real..and i astounded myself with my (unbeknow-ed to me)ability to absorb..I guess it has to do with being interested in what i was doing,huh?so afterwards i […]