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fighting rage

i have been fighting rage all day-Everything is causing me to feel so much anger – Really stupid shit -my cousin upstairs-people knocking on the door-my phone ringing-driving-parking-work OH yeah..AND once again… my stupid choices for friends.. how many times do i get given the same situation till i see it before i get bit?? […]

wide AWAKE

i am wide AWAKE so early again its bizarre.i have many things i could be doing, but im looking through design magazines(not g.design, interior stuff)josh ( upstairs neigbhour)fixed my electricity last night!i have had the worst faulty outlets since moving to this place in 1999. now not only can i turn lights on via their […]

i made some serious headway

taintme

oh the life unplanned can bring surprises.en route to the sunday staple( nerdrawk i got a call frm unknown no.which i NEVER answwer..specially on the way to special sexxy geek fun.but i answered?ls was on the othe rline…someone i never thought id hear from again..and she was asking to come over..magic heart strings started playing […]

Oddly Enough

Oddly Enough – UK Reuters (i just copied this for sheer awe-struckness..) Girls fined for giving neighbour cookies Fri Feb 4, 2:19 PM ET DURANGO, Colorado (Reuters) – A Colorado judge ordered two teen-age girls to pay about $900 (480 pounds) for the distress a neighbour said they caused by giving her home-made cookies adorned […]

guess what ?

guess what ? im at the crossroads of dig in or outnot lost anymore. i find my clarity is leading me exactly to who i am , essentially andfer reeli cant fake pretend with anyone about anything.my attitude has spun and it feels like im looking out from a different place.kewl.im all into this internal […]

Revalations on Cahuenga

bday party at velvet marguarita this eve. Much verbal spillage in my head..but cause of the lateness..ill jot the finerPoints*** chatting with r about our common experience over the last year -(leaving YKW after so many sober years), awe-sum exchange- Sammy came!!!!! sooo good to see him, ramone came. awesome to see him also. Mw […]

comments and template tags

jezuz the code for comments and permanent post links SUCK ive never had such a time with my blog in 4 years.gawd damn

my gawd!

ive werked all day! a miracle, and nothing short of.plus ive entertained myself to nooo end, also. i cant believe how dumb some people either ARE or think i am.fun to lead them on to think you belive their lies.