couple things
first off, earlier this eve-i saw one of my OG crushes ..from like when i was 8 or 9..damn. hes still so cute.if a bit shady. second: im having a terrible time with site synching and publishing. gdamnitt. {}
Finally i have found the correct diagnosis:
i have finally found the correct diagnosis for my ism: via 43folders and via randsinresponse
SO much to say now that i havent any time…
ill start with apology for the tweaks on this page, as i try to manipulate and move shit around.This is assuming anyone reads this anymore.prolly not, eh?good then i ll tell you ( or me?) how i REALLY feel.im pissed. i m angry at myself and confused aboot it.i dont know where to start because […]
Safer/smarter than relationship…
Boyfriend Arm Pillow a sales successhmm, i dunno, but at the rate im going, and the way i view ‘relationshits“this is a smart way to feed the pms-y mis-guided want of cuddle , perhaps. {} {} Technorati Tags: genius, gimmicks, lame, lovelife, me, weird
Merlin, of 43folders, is dead on, with this:
: please listen: voice mail protocal fucking AMAZING… odeo rules, btw.
they keep pulling me back in…..
when you thin your life out , via separating yourself from certain friends and associates…and consciously choose to withdraw from situations that seem to have caused you grief…its a good thing. Mostly. i am used to 120 friends and phone calls a day ….and in the great cleanout of 2005 it has dropped remarkably..( 100 […]
‘babe’
people who refer to me as ‘babe’ and i ve never met them before today and i work for them..suck.
tired but cant sleep
super tired but cant sleep ,im wide awake its 7am and i dont have t be anywhere for like…hours. ugh
pissedOff
in the midst of being pissed off. have to miss yoga because of frickin work. fuclkkkkkkkkk think i need a little yoga, fer christs sake. i am angry. ok. got to get over it. i am grateful for: my computers flash 8 transmit this outlet music and headfones money from work yoga (when i get […]
grateful?
in the midst of being pissed off. have to miss yoga because of frickin work. fuclkkkkkkkkk think i need a little yoga, fer christs sake. i am angry. ok. got to get over it. i am grateful for: my computers flash 8 transmit this outlet music and headfones money from work yoga (when i get […]
i miss something
ok im done ignoring writing in here. ive done lots of write worthy things since last posting here-aside from clipping posts- i ve spent the last month fighting off this creeping feeling of loneliness. my day to day stuff has been busy enough to allow me to be successful in warding off dealing as long […]
i am so lame
sooolamei cant even fathom my own lameness. i fear writing it out; as once written down on the ole blog-it will make it more real. and really lame. oh mah gawd. lame-o. i trully have fucked up priorities sometimes. if im able to bypass the shame i will come forth with an explaination later ………when […]