>listening to that jupiter song by train(?)it gets…

>listening to that gay-est-of-the-of-man-purse-wearing-straight songs , jupiter drops(?)and …gawd, i’m ashamed to write this but….. … its getting me feeling very……..errr….dramatic.or no, just ..i dont know..something..i feel alot of things at present. At present? no thats off. I feel alot of things alot. I may not be an akc-tore..but i surely am theatrical, inside my […]

i had some mistaken thoughts today. i think i have…

i had some mistaken thoughts today.i think i have them alot. i get an idear in my mind and because i think about it so much, i believe it to be true. anyway, today it was this: living here is a bit like being in highschool. you can be cool and popular one day then […]

6 degrees of newmodelarmy

the title means nothing. it just sorta combines the spackling of thoughts and stuff that flew through my life today. So you should probably stop reading right now , unless you’re sooo bored that u think u can handle the crazy train im on this am – this post is going nowhere…but im doing an […]

random cute boys

k.FINALLY got up and went to lc this am.had breakfast with the cute boy. hmmm.rejuvenating and inspiring (to get me to more of these morning meetings) feel kinda hungover today. going to an engagement party for dr and c. have no real idea who will be there..as in :who i will know. feel nervous, but […]

fellins

just got off the phone w/ nb, she got a new s. wow. my feelings weren’t even hurt. i just helped where i could. told her to pray to whoever she thought was out there to help her get through this perod.i am so glad i made an amends to her. feel helpful . took […]

la style

just got back from brkfast w/many versions on cuteboys. very intresting -had a great visit with A

this morning

lc2 this am . ajp met me there ; it was just like oldtimes(last week?) went to urth for coffee. lak met us there. feel kinda exhausted-as dog and neighbours woke me up at 4 & 5 am. n was just here going over the site. no content yet.just design stuff. fine with me. i […]

fam-dam-ly

talking to my cousin on the phone; he is so great. i’m so happy we are connecting these days. when we were little we hated eachother. i even have teeth marks on my back from him biting me…we were in the same class all through school and he was a bit geeky..and i was a […]

taintme entry no.one

okay – i am so sick and i really wanted to start this off right..so i’ll have to start manana

such insight

i had some mistaken thoughts today. i think i have them alot. i get an idea in my mind and because i think about it so much, i believe it to be true. anyway, today it was this: living here is a bit like being in highschool. you can be cool and popular one day […]

call ‘n apologize

>listening to that jupiter song by train(?)it gets me feelling very …dramatic.no, just ..i dontknow..something..i feel alot of things at present.it’s so nice out today. got email from ca . he is so great. i can’t believe that i get myself in these weird mind frames that cause me to think such crappy thoughts. i […]

why i live here

i just remembered why it is i live hereI mean, i used to know why.. the whole time i was living at the beach and after i moved to this place..i was constantly grateful and filled with a sense of joy-sheerly from walking to my car and feeling the air and the warmth, in february […]