night ryder

NIGHT RIDER Is this a familiar scenario? You’re standing in line outside what you hear is a cool club and the doorman, who looks like a complete asshole, is nodding in people who are infinitely less cool than you. Everyone seems to fucking know the guy. The longer you wait, the more incensed you are […]

my brothers ode to my mom

it was my bday yesterday, and seeing as  this is a day that celebrates my entrance to the planet- and my lil brother has already written such an eloquent piece already honoring my mom..and  i am  a lil lazy …Today i offer you this ode  for my mom..,by patrick .. ..thanks patrick, its beautiful..and thankyou […]

neighbours n friends

remember that song on tom waites MULE…where he’s got saws and shit in the background..saying ‘what is he doing over there..?” etc?? well my nights are reminiscent of this..my upstairs neighbor is constantly ‘doing shit’ and walking the floor of the apt with heavy heels…running up and down both sets of stairs…And he’s up all […]

it ‘s all being documented

Sweet Jesus. I had migraine like none other yesterday. it was blinding and ..well, vomit inducing.but i didn’t vomit..But i could of . oh the horror of just recalling the felling in my head and neck and shoulders . Good grief.how about the move on wired’s part?**noteawesome journalism..but sad revalation. It shouldn’t be like this […]

death of my fantasies

: my own personal pergatory…. By fantasies i mean what i wish for in my life :” i really want to be a fireman when i growup”…it referes to what i really ‘want’ for myself and /or can work towards .. and somewhere in the last few years a shit lot of who i thought […]

monkey boy

IMG_8298, originally uploaded by paveena. Hanuman Creelman

soulsearching on google

’cause i ‘m flaky like that..a soulsearcher..and cause i find a need for distraction as of late.. ive gathered some links that might be of use tosome..a little form the mindfullness invoked via 43foldersand a little from my random google searchs:hopefully bring some peace or questioning or somehing positive to someone.

hollywood ‘s kewl sometimes.

Today is 4/20… and because of these options (none of which i will partake in.._)but that fact that they are happening…well..it just makes me love this town.( just today )

best evr

went to df this eve. and holy crap they rule. kevin’s voice is so unbelievable – sang the ff/zep medley that pretty much destroys meits insane how good they are. imagine if they were writing their own stuff.crazy  a lot of ganster types there. strange breed, stand in place, dont dance, ask a lot of […]

Truth in email

sent to me this  morning:( weird..or not? it would seem someone wrote this  with insider trading tips( on moi) ….or knowledge of my inner/outer werkings..or maybe they read my blog.) —Dear A ,As per the horoscope, you are under the influence of the Sun, Uranus, Venus and Mercury. You have a lonely personality and innovative […]

no babies rule:

.And yet another reason to support it.. what if they end up like this, i couldnt deal with being the proud mom…sorry.. id be WAY too embarrassed for her,in a moment like that. i will be the best aunt and go-dmother . Technorati Tags: lovelife, direction, gimmicks, family, purpose, lame, fuckinEh, life, taintme, tannerc, weird, […]

Truth in email

sent to me this morning:( weird..or not? it would seem someone wrote this with insider trading tips( on moi) ….or knowledge of my inner/outer werkings..or maybe they read my blog.) — Dear A , As per the horoscope, you are under the influence of the Sun, Uranus, Venus and Mercury. You have a lonely personality […]