random cute boys
k.FINALLY got up and went to lc this am.had breakfast with the cute boy. hmmm.rejuvenating and inspiring (to get me to more of these morning meetings) feel kinda hungover today. going to an engagement party for dr and c. have no real idea who will be there..as in :who i will know. feel nervous, but […]
fellins
just got off the phone w/ nb, she got a new s. wow. my feelings weren’t even hurt. i just helped where i could. told her to pray to whoever she thought was out there to help her get through this perod.i am so glad i made an amends to her. feel helpful . took […]
la style
just got back from brkfast w/many versions on cuteboys. very intresting -had a great visit with A
this morning
lc2 this am . ajp met me there ; it was just like oldtimes(last week?) went to urth for coffee. lak met us there. feel kinda exhausted-as dog and neighbours woke me up at 4 & 5 am. n was just here going over the site. no content yet.just design stuff. fine with me. i […]
fam-dam-ly
talking to my cousin on the phone; he is so great. i’m so happy we are connecting these days. when we were little we hated eachother. i even have teeth marks on my back from him biting me…we were in the same class all through school and he was a bit geeky..and i was a […]
taintme entry no.one
okay – i am so sick and i really wanted to start this off right..so i’ll have to start manana
such insight
i had some mistaken thoughts today. i think i have them alot. i get an idea in my mind and because i think about it so much, i believe it to be true. anyway, today it was this: living here is a bit like being in highschool. you can be cool and popular one day […]
call ‘n apologize
>listening to that jupiter song by train(?)it gets me feelling very …dramatic.no, just ..i dontknow..something..i feel alot of things at present.it’s so nice out today. got email from ca . he is so great. i can’t believe that i get myself in these weird mind frames that cause me to think such crappy thoughts. i […]
why i live here
i just remembered why it is i live hereI mean, i used to know why.. the whole time i was living at the beach and after i moved to this place..i was constantly grateful and filled with a sense of joy-sheerly from walking to my car and feeling the air and the warmth, in february […]
creative surge
i feel ready to *do* sumthing. i want to paint or finish my site, or just be creative. i get so trapped in this state, i end up organizing and thinking waaay too much. i am doing the procrastination thing by writing in here.Interseting concept:this online journal..i wonder what i am doing it for..i like […]
max the dog
this will be my litmus test morning to see how max and i deal with the hour long meetings and his where abouts during these daily events..Will he stay outside and be a quiet boy?Or will it be car-time for ole max/?hmmm..we shall soon find out
sundays
Every sunday i , like a total fuckin freak groupie, go to The dragonfly , in west hollywood. There is an eighties band called the spazmatics that play. i m in fake pretend lust with the lead singer. he usually wears a neckbrace and they cover songs by alot of bands i really cant stand.the […]