BC or southern california

i am not sure if i live in BC or southern california???The weather is soooo exactly what i grew up with and tried to move away from.

neighbours are hot

my life is weird. or more accuretly, i guess, life in general, is weird. i live below 2 army rangers. as in US army special forces , both veterans of the war. They are little boys, in that they are 22 and 23. they are both my friends. Jf is like my brother. tonight a […]

DflyFiles-pt8

spazmatics fun i gave d my camera he got some pics from on onstage. Brought La, and she, of course.. was sooo awesoem..they sart playing like a virgin..and i said GO Up n Dance.(kinda kidding..,mostly just hoping she’d do this: .., knowing full well she’s the only person i know who could pull that shit […]

AOL Eavesdrops

Thrashing Through Cyberspace: AOL Eavesdrops, Grants Itself Permission To Steal Your AIM Conversations BRUTAL

re: the eels

i really really love this .damn. this is the last question from an VH1 interview with Mark Oliver Everett(“E” of the eels) “VH1: Finish this sentence, “E was the blank of his generation.” E: The Orson Welles of alternative music. And Shootenanny was clearly his Citizen Kane. Someone has to say it and I don’t […]

how to find me?

a few examples of searches that brought people to my site.. hmmm. dinner parties for swingers sex BSDM – taintme comes up as the 5th and 3rd . sheesh.. scared of the dentist rnice girlls hitthis meaning of selfcentered mini-slut iranian skiiers a.v.n. awards 2005 skateboarding hair for boys weird art peice exhibisionist these ones […]

The most deeply seated instinct

The most deeply seated instinct in us is our craving for experience. And that is why the efforts of the Utopians to make life a perfect routine always arouses subconscious revolt in the spirit of man.” © Aleister Crowley, Diary of a Drug Fiendi concur

laurel canyon awesome ness

IMG_0003 Originally uploaded by acanadian. took from the car whilst driving( dl was driving, i was passenger side)so, from this ..i can tell u :A) my camera is awesomeandB) laurel canyon is the best

feeling good . free and single. i realize how constrained i felt and how much i of my irritablity comes from feeling smothered, whether or not im being smothered is subjective..but in my mind i felt totally backed in a corner. i cant stand that.but today i feel good. a bit verging on great.

no laptop- so no writing

i haven’t been writing as i don’t have a laptop. this is causing me to realize how reliant i am on this dumb technology. sitting up straight,it seems, isnt an option for rambling. i guess. well, im officially on the market for new everything: laptop, jobs and comfort. if you feel like it send all […]