first relatively happ-ish day in

By a | February 21, 2001

yesterday was the first relatively happ-ish day in a long ass time..
today i woke early- went back to bed though
feel blah
grammy’s this eve. i despise awards shows so much
but ap just emailed me that he’s having a party , might be fun.
i need to get out a bit more , i’m too lonely.
i had so much fun on monday,
should be an indication -
did a poster for trade last night
for lou’s bf, ‘judd’..whipped him up a mock movie poster.
in exchange for personal training…ughh
feel on the verge of being super down again..
don’t know whatt to do.
smoke?

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good start

By a | February 20, 2001

seems to be good start to today..first in a long ass time.
got up at 7am
cabin, urth
saw chris r.
and lou.
nice -felt (feel) good
going to pay gas bill and then take care of dwp…then work out perhaps..
very tenative as to mood etc.
a and c are back, hmmm…
last night rawked -dj was awesome

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worked out like a fiend

By a | February 19, 2001

just went to the gym..worked out like a fiend
still felt fat , though
listened to my messages (hadn’t for three days)
oops
wendy is really upset
taking her out for dinner
nice get -out-of-myself behaviour
fuck
i’m sooo bummed out still
i don’t know what to do about anything
i should just smoke and get it over with

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