Taintme » numberTitles http://www.taintme.com this is where i embarrasse myself* online (*and others) Fri, 10 Feb 2012 22:21:15 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 brother is here. http://www.taintme.com/2001/11/196/ http://www.taintme.com/2001/11/196/#comments Mon, 05 Nov 2001 23:10:22 +0000 a http://www.taintme.com/blog/2001/11/05//

brother is here. have yet to see him. spent the a.m. with brent at the hospital.
i don’t know why i feel so okay with being there. i am not scared of that enviroment-
i am scared of boredom and what that does to me,essentially.
how do i get to a place of prespective.
purpose and sense
.whatever that means…
i feel lost in a sea of my own life and i am floating aimlessly towards i don’t know land and that terrifies me.
ambiguity terrifies me. i like definitive.
structure that i can manipulate…freedom with purpose
does any of this make sense or do i sound like a teenager tryng to figure out free floating angst again?

]]> http://www.taintme.com/2001/11/196/feed/ 0 nics to fix http://www.taintme.com/2001/09/nics-to-fix/ http://www.taintme.com/2001/09/nics-to-fix/#comments Thu, 13 Sep 2001 09:50:43 +0000 a http://www.taintme.com/blog/2001/09/13/5658935/ went to ns’s helped him set up computer.
he is having a hard time …he and k broke up on sunday and he is struggling to work through it. i admire him very much. he is trying to do the right thing for himself and ‘grrow’ for lack of a better term…
it’s awesome to watch and i feel really honored to be a support for him.
had dinner at lala’s w/mj ws hil and ss.
then ns and i rode up to the coffe house and met ab and ty..
ty lost many yesterday. 4 people on a plane..
so weird and sad and fucked up.
what is going to happen.
everything feels different.the way of the world is altered forever.protocal and boundaries are blown away.
i don’t know what to think ..how far ahead

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