leaving the door open on a cold night

without money life is ok kindness is everywhere so is sadness. darkness is only taking over when i let it in too long.

like a door left open in winter only so much a wall heater can do. the inside eventually becomes cold despite the furnace pumping.. ¬†you have to either close the door an let it work to heat the room or stand infront of it and get warm standing only in that spot. or run to bath and hope the water tank is big enough to keep the tub full of hot water long enough to heat you again.i feel like I’ve been in the cycle for years. i need help.