mom here. .went to lunch with ns . then shopping.
last night we went to rodeo. good. cept i felt very emotional due to menstrual situation. ch was alright.not overly nice to me . i got fed up last night. i was at dinner and everyone was giving me a hard time…why didnt i ever invite ch to dinner etc…i was so embarresed. i dont knopw how to say he never wants to come. iand it sorta overwhelmed me. as i was talking to another person who knew ch well and they had “no idea he even knew me”..let alone dated me.
god that made me feel like i am a piece of something..so i went out there and told hiim what i wanted..to be full on or nada.