blah fucking blah. i am feeling sorry for myself. i am sad with pit feeling in my tummy.
i am angry that i am alone and wistful. i hate being like this. i can’t stand that i still let myself be in this fucking place of darkness and pity. it really disgust me and i want to know peace.all the time.
is it possible for me
fuck fuck fuck
i wish for someone to share my head with and i wish i didn’t have this greencard nightmare looming over me. i wish i could just go home if i felt like it.
fuck i hate this