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slept poorly allnight. feel a bit “hungover’ from lack of sleep.
good am, though.larch w/ hil-got some presents.
cs came by dinner last night and brought me a present: the dead box set…UNBELIEVABLE.
it is so awesome.he is the best present giver ever.
weird day.feel ok, but a little like i did something wrong in regards to boy.
i am just so used to being accused of being the asshole that i assume that even when it has nothing to do with me.
self-obsessed , i guess. i’ll have to figure this one out on my own though.
my situation is weird . i am definetly into the boy. but i dont feel any need to figure it or him out.
good i guess – it feels lacking in some element i am used to…