amends to dk. done.
amends to jane, done. relief factor:none.
spoke to l. oh fuck. it sucked soo bad.
phone messages . i ended up leaving one that was so brutal and yucky,
he called back and i SMOKED> muther fucker.bad convo.
i can’t believe it.i can , actually. it was great , too.(the cigerette)
i am not going to start again , though.promise.
solar plexus sadness is soo strong these days . i guess i am in the middle of a big karmatic thing-a ma-jiggy..i guess.