call ‘n apologize

>listening to that jupiter song by train(?)it gets me feelling very …dramatic.
no, just ..i dontknow..something..i feel alot of things at present.
it’s so nice out today. got email from ca . he is so great. i can’t believe that i get myself in these weird mind frames that cause me to think such crappy thoughts. i feel very grateful/
i need to call mom.
and thank her.