if I have one distinctive,  awesome  trait that i’m aware and proud of it is this: I can  create fun from any event place situation etc. See….in my life i’ve quite often found myself in  situations seeming unbear-able..(i.e.:forced family time…being grounded? obligations to people/events i  dread ..being trapped with snakes on planes…etc)Yet somehow, at a…

that is fer definetly sure.. link stole…(thanks again )from my latest favorite staulking ground

Cocaine Is It-(via defamer): “ The makers of deceptively named new energy drink Cocaine insist that their product has been made 350 percent stronger than now-pussified jitter-beverage Red Bull by 280 milligrams of street-legal caffeine, not, as you might hope, by a secret, powdery ingredient imported by tied-off condom in the digestive tract of Colombian…

You really should read this, fellow sad friends of mine: Depression Do’s And Don’ts (dirtSimple.org): ” Sunday, July 23, 2006 how do you live your dreams when you don’t even know what they are what do you do when you have no passion, no drive no reason to get up and out of bed at…

There is something strangely tragic to me , in the banal exchange of pleasantries between two people who had once been extremly close ..intimate, even. That awkward space in time when you make a final exchange of personal items..or something like that.Maybe just the first tine you ‘run’ into them post ending the friendship..Its so…

how do you be a frickin nice person when you live in los angeles? Iused to be nice. i may even appear nice sometimes, still.but i have not an ounce of fuckin niceness left. today i proved this to myveryownself( and others)without going into the details of the path of rage i blazed today..i leave…

This evening, Because i seemingly have the radest friends in the world..who(compared to my jobless self) have really cool jobs – i got to go see Fiona Apple play a mini concert outside-about 6 blocks from my house ( thanks hills)how lucky am i ?Then i came home to a newly clean house and freshened…

listen up ,silly boy

it keeps feeling like the world is pulling away from me.my world. what i believed was true for me. i am so sure i am doing the right thing by being here and taking care ,yet as i start to feel renewed and cohesive with the world, i get sent an email or receive a…

a domphnudel; a disgusting pastry from some dark european country..that is described as cream filled cheese curd cake covered warm choclte thingy.it is as disgusting looking but after a bite you cant stop and you think about it whenever dessert is brought up.2_the gross slimy short (fill in ur own repulisve attributes)guy who somehow ends…

Children of The Korn I have never been one to particularly enjoy popcorn. As a matter of fact, the whole idea of corn sort of repulses me. I’m confronted with of images of Swanson’s fried chicken TV dinners where the corn was always cold while the drumstick sizzled and the brownie had bubbled up and…

Come Sale Away The timing of the Fred Segal sale always takes me by surprise. “Already?” I ask, when someone casually mentions that F.S. has begun slashing prices by 50%. “I feel like I just went to that.” Then I think about my closet and realize that whatever those got-to-have items were that I procured…