its not like i wasn’t warned

feel odd. havent reallly slept the last few days..a lot on my mind, i guess.
or not enough maybe?
good sent me an email wondering what was wrong…i didnt have the strength to tell her i knew what she had said about me. i am already so hurt and perplexed by all this. hil and i had intuitive hits about this and i guess we (I) should have listened to them.;
its not like i wasnt warned of her instability i am going to pray for her tonight and for the next few weeks and really visualize her as a happy safe loved and honest person