life is washing over me

life is washing over me like a warm wave in the tropics..
i feel very still and like there is stuff going on around me that is moing fast and i dont need to participate in.
went to canada for the weekend with cs. fun. stayed at the sutton place hotel saw mom she came and got a room at the hotel also.
got to visit with mich georgia susan s and jane..quite perfect.,as i didnt want to see anyone else.
home on tuesday. stayed out tuesday night. been home the last two days working and making phone calls and painting..its so nice.
feel a bit isolated, but its just my own doing right now..i can be social again any time..this alone time is rare.
max is gone. cant talk about it .fill you in later
ie was on friends this eve. he was great.first time i have wtached that show in ages.