living w/out AC

it is almost getting ok to be living w/out AC. i have never been so crazy from the heat before- i was depressed and suffocated for a few days…wow. who woulda thought?dp and i have been out to the valley a couple times- got to hear the band rehearse. fun. jf has worn the same white suit for like 4 day s onsecutive- full white button down w/jacket pant hat and glasses…that is commitment. no washing of it or nuthing. hot.
i took jp and gf and friend to see the monkeys this eve. dlo was out but i got to see the dog and lily and he got along too well…alot of humping.
not very tired but very introspective. feel like change is on the horizon for me. i dont know in what form but something big.