although i have lots to say i have lame finger skills right now.i wish i could pour out tons of shit.in regards to missing dad reference yesterday:weird.. barnone..one of the hardest days i ve ever had with the issue of dad not being herei was working, scanning a whole bunch..and i thought id throw a […]
i miss my dad today. alot.
darlin u got to let me knowshould i stay or should i go?supposed to go to whistler /vancouver this am w. MW.but feeling kinda iffy. ooh maybe ill miss something.(??)or i worried about being up there ?no biggy.get a hotelget over it.!
anticipation..
or anxiety/ hmmmm do i go to vancouver or postpone? im perplexed.
just figuring out
just figuring out if a trip to vancouver avec mw will be a good idea?
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going crazy with work and leaving town .too close together and too much to do.sheeet.
mercury in retrograde:cable went down for the first time in 4 years.all my cell fones wouldnt work. result:no communication for 2 days9everyone thought i was avoiding them)But:i bought a new (much needed) phoneand modem. worked almost all night to make up for lost time. sad about lz.seems like each time i hearof someone od-ing, i […]
sunday was superfun..alicious.me d hung w new friend .evryone seemdso happy.i luved it.till i got pissy w/ the meanypants bartender.he is very rude -oh well.all i n all great night.working since yesterday and now on my way out to work againgoodtimesonly blank spot:no crush zone-sunday eve crush is still there- just a faraway fun one.never […]
most times i enjoy the super awesome silence at this hour.usually its my favorite time of day.but i am feeling like a girl who had too little sleep because the pilot light was out and the lock on the door is broken and i love my erly mornings and ilove excersisng right now..and because of […]
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touchy subject ahead:
touchy subject ahead:ive been writing online since along time ago.nothing noteworthy. just exhibisionist style ramblings about nothing.some things have gotten me in shit, by mistakenly being read by the wrong eyes.but…in general, over the long haul..its been therapy via purgeing my thoughts.to no one on nothing.but lateley ive made a rather large lifestyle choice that […]