Still unhealthy

Yes , i am still unhealthy in the romantic department.. but i think my latest crush-from-afar is showing marked signs of improvemnet and growth :
I am in deep deep detached safe luv with a guy who loves (and named his cat after) Morrisey:
In the past we all know this would have been a major deterrant:
Yet today i find it not only “not annoying” ..but somehow sweet and another reason to crush on him.
He is perfect fr me: womanizer…completely out about sober-ness.. ex junkie in recovery Not AMerican.. FUNNY ..the list is seemingly for unattainble.. oh well.