k no more rating shit i am not into judgement…i just got carried away for a sec

sally and ns came over this afternoon, afer lala was here. had a great visit. then went to rodeo-ajp(NEWLY ENGAGED) picked me up and drove me there- he didnt go to the meeting. just came over and had a visit via the drive to the meeting…very sweet of him. he seems very focused and happy-…

am i hot or not?rate me

meeting ie and ajp and jlh @ rodeo.ch is saving seats for us. 2 seats anyway. mjk isnt coming to give ie his cake. -havent heard from him. i miss him though. i wish i could mix him up with ie and ch and ajp and ykw and i would have the perfect mate.ch is…

sat with lala this afternoon and had an amazing chat. talked about the power of now book and the moment. staying present. it is an unique challenge…specially for me living here. in hollywood it is so about what is about to happen …what you will do when it happens. everything day to day is seemingly…

bad sleep. weird dreams where i knew i was dreaming but coldnt figure out how to wake up. hardly really slept at all. lc was back to normal. everyonre home from vacation. nice. breakfast at norms. now i will attempt to sleep.

went to ll w/the gammons . ns etc there. along with all of orange county, it seems. charming bunch-with extrodianary fashion sense…hmm. fascinating ,really. to watch. first there is the drama of attempting to get in the club and then if they are ‘lucky’ enough to get in the interactions are hilarious. there are those…

so here it is…… my mission statement. i vow to become a better human being…by: living more authentically.trusting and listening to my intuition. to make amends to my body and quit polluting it with cigarettes etc. to share myself -more honestly and with less fear- with other people and become more open to receive the…

went to the dentist today. it was so great i found the king of dentists i am soo scared of the dentist and this man and his nurse were amazing. i think i am in love. i didnt even feel the shots or anything.. wow. i had a root canal, too. lunch w/ ch. nice…

jlh slept here. fun. funny how you dont relize youve missed someone so much till you are around them again.

i want to redecorate my house my site my room….my life. feel very inspired but i have to go to the dentist this morning YUCK

funny how things are shifting so quickly. feel great about my place in my life. cept for my gd tooth