how do you be a frickin nice person when you live in los angeles? Iused to be nice. i may even appear nice sometimes, still.but i have not an ounce of fuckin niceness left. today i proved this to myveryownself( and others)without going into the details of the path of rage i blazed today..i leave…

This evening, Because i seemingly have the radest friends in the world..who(compared to my jobless self) have really cool jobs – i got to go see Fiona Apple play a mini concert outside-about 6 blocks from my house ( thanks hills)how lucky am i ?Then i came home to a newly clean house and freshened…

listen up ,silly boy

it keeps feeling like the world is pulling away from me.my world. what i believed was true for me. i am so sure i am doing the right thing by being here and taking care ,yet as i start to feel renewed and cohesive with the world, i get sent an email or receive a…

a domphnudel; a disgusting pastry from some dark european country..that is described as cream filled cheese curd cake covered warm choclte thingy.it is as disgusting looking but after a bite you cant stop and you think about it whenever dessert is brought up.2_the gross slimy short (fill in ur own repulisve attributes)guy who somehow ends…

Children of The Korn I have never been one to particularly enjoy popcorn. As a matter of fact, the whole idea of corn sort of repulses me. I’m confronted with of images of Swanson’s fried chicken TV dinners where the corn was always cold while the drumstick sizzled and the brownie had bubbled up and…

Come Sale Away The timing of the Fred Segal sale always takes me by surprise. “Already?” I ask, when someone casually mentions that F.S. has begun slashing prices by 50%. “I feel like I just went to that.” Then I think about my closet and realize that whatever those got-to-have items were that I procured…

NIGHT RIDER Is this a familiar scenario? You’re standing in line outside what you hear is a cool club and the doorman, who looks like a complete asshole, is nodding in people who are infinitely less cool than you. Everyone seems to fucking know the guy. The longer you wait, the more incensed you are…

it was my bday yesterday, and seeing as  this is a day that celebrates my entrance to the planet- and my lil brother has already written such an eloquent piece already honoring my mom..and  i am  a lil lazy …Today i offer you this ode  for my mom..,by patrick .. ..thanks patrick, its beautiful..and thankyou…

remember that song on tom waites MULE…where he’s got saws and shit in the background..saying ‘what is he doing over there..?” etc?? well my nights are reminiscent of this..my upstairs neighbor is constantly ‘doing shit’ and walking the floor of the apt with heavy heels…running up and down both sets of stairs…And he’s up all…

Sweet Jesus. I had migraine like none other yesterday. it was blinding and ..well, vomit inducing.but i didn’t vomit..But i could of . oh the horror of just recalling the felling in my head and neck and shoulders . Good grief.how about the move on wired’s part?**noteawesome journalism..but sad revalation. It shouldn’t be like this…

: my own personal pergatory…. By fantasies i mean what i wish for in my life :” i really want to be a fireman when i growup”…it referes to what i really ‘want’ for myself and /or can work towards .. and somewhere in the last few years a shit lot of who i thought…