why i live here

i just remembered why it is i live here
I mean, i used to know why.. the whole time i was living at the beach and after i moved to this place..i was constantly grateful and filled with a sense of joy-sheerly from walking to my car and feeling the air and the warmth, in february or whatever.Then something shifted, i don’t know when or exactly why, but i lost the sense of enchantment i had .
But then this eve, as i walked home, i felt it come over me again
the air is warm and…dareisayit…’dewey’
smells sweet ,too.

feel like i am walking on clouds. no reason. nothing has changed. i am just happy.
my life is good.i am free of some unnameable burden.