done with smoking

k. i’m lame. didnt finish the ms. but i am going to finish it this eve and do it tomorrow. post it , i mean. I am done with smoking. my tooth hurts sooo much too,shit.

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jlh is here!!yeah. came down from portland for a few days.. ie lent me his car this am and i went to the hypnotist for quitting smoking…weird. think i’ll be able to do it though. i feel over it. the whole smoking thing. i am perplexed by situations in my life right now. feel very […]

tonight i write

tonight i write my mission staement. i will post it by the time i go to bed tomorrow night . that gives me just over 24 hours to get it down and out. so to speak. and i ‘m accountable to it. because of this post.ha on me.

what is really going on for me?

what is really going on for me? i am scared out of my mind. i am scared of not getting legal working freedom in the us. i am scared of not ever having enough money that i earn to pay back my mom and pay my own bills all the time easily . i am […]

anxious and clear all at the same time

wow. i feel weird and anxious and clear all at the same time. frightened by the prospect of having do something new. put up a donation thingy so you all can help me pay for life ok OLD =out:smoking. people pleasing at my own expense… shit talk IN=in:yoga meditation more love sex and water

2001 over and done with

happy new year. 2001 over and done with. 2002 sounds better. more even and balanced…just like me….?had a lovely dinner here ajp and lisa – mi ad ag lele hil too tired to write all down now. just now this i am a non smoker as of last night. ch threw water on my cigarrets […]