Archive for February, 2003
i m back-couldnt stand being away. i am about truth(sorta)-mostly aboutthis thing..and the good it does me- so i wont stop again. i had it out with someone ,really brutally- i let three years of unresolved stuff boil over and if i learned anything from this incident,it was to process everything asap. and let shit go. let it go and forgive for real. i’m all about praying for my resentments to go the fuck away. i am sorry and sad that i was so harsh to this person- but if it is true that everything happens for a reason, then there must be a really good reason for this.
went to delux this eve- after eating with mjk and dia. fun dinner- fairly entertaining at the club- was supposed to meet ch -he stood me up- un real. oh well. no more help for his love life.
got to see cole and lfb and a few others i rarely see these days.
nice-few awkward moments but i let them go quickly and was able to fend off the ugly energies.
i am so stressed about landlord and mom.
don’t not come back.though- i will have something else up here ASAP..that ‘ll be way cool…
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sitting working-really anxious about nothing and everything: dmv, paul medved ,money .
must realize everything will work out far better than if i try and micromange and stress..gotta let it go.do whats in front of me. take care of things- call mom re ie’s truck. get her to talk to eddie and his accountant. then go to the dmv to find out how much i owe and call dr to call chase and release the lease to me-nice bit of rhyming there-
OH MY GAWD i hjust lost the longest ranting post in histry of my bloging and it was all about the fucking knarly shit that happened today- all technical car/computer/etc.stuff…how f*^#ing ironic is that??????