do you remember
coming back from santa barbara and telling me you couldn’t stand to be in a place like that without me now?
did your heart break in a million pieces after we said goodbye outside the library in p.c.?
did you feel so betrayed and foolish that your face goes red when you thnk about what you believed in the past few months?
do you remember what it feels like when we looked in each others eyes?
did you think about calling me?
did you think about how weird it was to have let someone in soo close to your soul and have them gone in the blink of an eye?
did you wonder how i was?
did it hurt in your heart and tummy when you thought about me?
does it still ?