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odd/cool week

odd/cool week. could not get into work at all. got back to meetings (lc) hung out with cute boy a bit…he seems endeared by ol’ max , at least. he’s very cool and sexy – nice to be talking with someone completely new. pissed rain yesterday-vancouver style. it was so nice ’cause i had the […]

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went to hospital

am went to hospital -then out w/ n for lunch-then slept alll day. thought it was next day when i awoke- went to ns’s then to dinner and dancing at ll w/ jg re ah sss etc. ab met us there- he was unsually tired this eve-so it seemed. i feel so serene and ok. […]

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oldtaint
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brother is here.

brother is here. have yet to see him. spent the a.m. with brent at the hospital. i don’t know why i feel so okay with being there. i am not scared of that enviroment- i am scared of boredom and what that does to me,essentially.how do i get to a place of prespective. purpose and […]

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oldtaint
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nics to fix

went to ns’s helped him set up computer. he is having a hard time …he and k broke up on sunday and he is struggling to work through it. i admire him very much. he is trying to do the right thing for himself and ‘grrow’ for lack of a better term… it’s awesome to […]

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seems so pious

seems so pious to think about filling in the details of my life over the last few days- today seems like a dream- the first call i got was from ie at 6;50am then i went to the lc and it was weird. eerie and grey…which in and of itself isn’t wierd,because the weather has […]

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offline

wow. been offline for a week-crazy. good to be back, but a nessacary break.too much going on …and yet… not enough at the same time…ya fel me? went to laguna for the pageant of the masters on sunday; with Leland and famille…fun nice cool. tool was here last night. in sd this eve-we were going […]

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jlh is leaving today

jlh is leaving today-helped her move yesteday. had dinner with all her friends-then i drove mi home and went to plant of the apes at universal i max with ie and billy and draven. we had fun.i wasn’ going to go, but ie ‘persuaded’ me and i ‘m glad idid. even though i didn’t get […]

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good day

good day- although weird still. lc 2 in the am w/mj. t?en to coffe w/ sally. awesome talk. then to home walked max. made a vet appt. then to sleep. then to pay bills..finally. gas and cable and internet. then to larchmont w/ ag and mi. met the cutest group of boys . ofcouse i […]

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not another micheal flattley

looking forward to going out this eve.- which is not normal(of late, anyway..) ajp is coming over at 7:30 and we’re going up the street. then dinner and then party(?) if i make it that far. i am still feeling kinda weak. this illness-whatever it is- is lingering in the most annoying way. had breakfast […]

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you said something

listening to pj harvey’yousaid something” i want to send it to ykw.it’s too perfect. fuck .

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n came over

n came over and l emailed me. and i emailed her back. weird . she said she’s been very depressed but no mention of why i haven’t heard from her in two months. maybe she was using. hope not. more shall be revealed, iguess , in time. she actually just called here but i didn’t […]

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breakfast w/ cute boy

had breakfast w/ cute boy and cute dog of his. oh my , he is sexy. very rude ,though.funny rude. so exihillarting(sp?) spending flirty time with cuteboy.charges my whole day. it’s cinqo de mayo and everyone and their dog is in malibu-don’t think i’ll go- went to virgin, bought a bunch of cd’s.now waiting for […]

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