n came over

n came over and l emailed me. and i emailed her back. weird . she said she’s been very depressed but no mention of why i haven’t heard from her in two months. maybe she was using. hope not. more shall be revealed, iguess , in time.
she actually just called here but i didn’t answer,because idon’t feel like seeing her or talking to her today. too selfish of me?i don’t think so, but i am realizing that all this stuff happeneing around me is in conjunction with doing my ‘manifestations’ oir visualizations or whtaever thay are./.they are actually effecting my outside circumstances..