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just got back from dinner
just got back from dinner. so much fun. lak’s new boy,jq, is awesome.so funny. he just did a rap record and his producer joined us after dinner and he was the coolest guy. colin. he ‘advised’ me on mixing boards etc. jb was with us also. ajp went home early . good to see him…
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energy coursing
feel alot of energy coursing through me. don’t know how to channel it. i am drinking a ‘B3’ energy drink..i think it works
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3494679
i am feeling so drained. gawd i hope i ‘m not getting sick. not such a big deal if i am, cause idon’t have anything to do this weekend (that can’t be cancelled.) but i just don’t have anyone around..ya know to take care of me or whatever. shit I just realized iam allerigic to…
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lc2 this morn
so i went to the lc2 this morn and lak was there. so nice to see her. she is madly in love -but it is an icky situation..the guy with whom she is falling in love with(and he with her) is her best frinds ex…See lak was consoling him after she (lak’s bff)dumped him and…
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3491680
the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something. kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .
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the light is so pretty
the light is so pretty in my house at this time of the morning. feels very hopeful or something.kak is coming into town this weekend. she has she hired a town car becaause she stll can’t drive. fun .
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3485252
so many thngs to think about. i was so excited to go see my cousin dj this eve.,then i called to find out what time and he said it was cancelled.fuck. i thought it would be a new fun place to meet cool people. i guess not. and my reg. thursday night date is off…
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3475740
went to remedy tonight at the whisky. good turn out for them. had dinner after at swingers w/mi. felt weird at the show. hil and z were there among others. hugged z, but felt so uncomfortable watching her . ughhh. when will this end???i can’t stand being in this place of feeling ostracized. maybe it’s…
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3472516
hmmm what am i doing?mom lft today and i feel a little bummed(go figure) i am still in my state of letting every preconceived notion about myself/life gooooo it’s hard, cause i get caught in the sadness of what i think i want(ie;living here..) and how much home depresses me. ahh well. i shall try…
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the right “thinking”
so i did the right “thinking” thing. i “manifested “good feelings etc. -what it feels like to be happy joyuos &abundant. i also realized that i am not on my right path.It is obivious because everything is so hard, i am scared shitless, but i am ready tp let go of everything i know or…
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changing and swirling
it’s all changing and swirling in my head. my thoughts are on overdrive. i read some great things today, but i am too poor at this to link or quote..so take my word for it-my best friend in the world from 12 till 23 emailed me tday. no big deal right? wrong. she hasn’t spoken…
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3380683
ok, after having read samantha’s thought s on what a blog could/should/tries to do, ifeel like i need to follow her lead and have some sort of purpose or structure to what i aim to give/get from this here rambling series. let’s see..a mission statement will be my goal for myself today. that’s it. by…