fun night .didn’t start out so great,i couldn’t motivate at all today..fucking sugar as a nicotine replacement is killing me…i should probably start smoking again, it’d be better for my life.
just in general..better
i ended up at the gym at 8pm on a friday eve..how semi-pathetic..weird.
who knew?
anyway, later, wendy, dk, d and i met here(after i worked some of the sugar out of my system)
We then tryed to go to m right down the street..but bailed after 5 minutes..not really our scene , although the dj rawked..(J).
then we went and tryed rick c’s new place..cool little bar…no girls just hot guys…not a really good place for my manfast…
then to b.- danced for a few hours – then to sw. to eat …fun tiring different ..not searching for a boy is relaxing.
i mean, i still look -ALOT- but that’s it.
sooo tired.
feel ready to figure out something or have something happen..i duuno what, just something.
mercury is starting to move out of retrograde now…..YEAH