emailed l.
ahh well . i miss him. point blank. i feel better; like a pressure is off ,now that i sent an email.
i feel like we were in this stand off…El Silencio.
went to the lc this am. actually got there early – sat with db, who is back from nyc for the week.
we laughed our asses off. ..feels so good to be coming out of this.
don’t want to jinx anything,but i feel okay and i’m awright,  fer now..
feeling neither hom nor su-icidal,  at least.progress. baby steps.
breakfast at lulu’s w/dk, wendy and jeffrey.fun. Trevor cancelled again. dat means i gotta no money for another day, iguess.fuckassshitfuck.oh well.
today i’ll work out .meeting w/jh at 2pm.work on monitors layup for sc.
dancing tonight.
oh yea.

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