have babies and eat fruit

sd w/ ns and hil -lots of people there. crowded. sat with ad and jg.
sex in the city with j and e .
nice mellow eve. too much food though. full. lala and coleycole are back. mjk called -hes back tomorrow .
on my run today i kept having flashes of things i want to do . like move to the beach and paint and surf and run . move to mexico or bali or wherever and have babies and eat fruit and make art and wear sarongs. for half the year…
and then come back for half the year. god that would be great. maybe no babies though. just babysit and play with other peoples babies for a while..
write stories. live somewhere else. have someone to shareit all with. i sound cheesy a bit. but the thing is i realize that i only want what is intuitivley right for me t