l called around 8:30.he cme over. when he walked in it was as though no time or bad stuff had passed between us. i feel so deeply connected to him.in agood safe way.i have a clue as to what the purpose of our relationship is..or what it was.it is very powerful though.
i made amends to him. we walked and talked and he gave me the pg cd. felt a little pain but reallly good having done it. cleaned up something.
went and met ab and ap at LC. fun. to tha firm after..dj from last week . not as cute as i remembered.ahh well.kinda getting funner being single; so much possibility. talked to drunk-used-to-be-sober girl. gave her my #
life is weird. good weird , i guess. if i look at my life it is so bizarre and so unfathomable. like ab said tonight about the “beautiful peolpe”What i want from life is changing drastically right now. i no longer fit in my own perception of my life or how i’ve thought it should go.