disclaimer: i am not very smart when it comes to mattersof ‘da heart“
so if you are looking for advice or some insight…leave now.
that said, …
i am in a weird point in my life: where i dont know what i want , while that in itself is not weird,..what is weird is….that i trully want to want the right thing ..yet i am at a loss.. i have some pretty heavy crushes of late.. but im not sure they are of the healthy variety.. for me, anyway.
what do i do – how do i sort out whether the type of human i am attracted to is the healthy type..fuck this shit is hard. why cant it be like in the gdamn movies or something.