come back
don’t not come back.though- i will have something else up here ASAP..that ‘ll be way cool…
its not you…its me.seriously
no more of this – i am sorry to say- the journal is over with and i am grateful for getting to do this for as long as i did. but one of my bestfriends got very hurt upon interpreting an entry as a slag against her- and i do not want to have this […]
sitting working-really
sitting working-really anxious about nothing and everything: dmv, paul medved ,money . must realize everything will work out far better than if i try and micromange and stress..gotta let it go.do whats in front of me. take care of things- call mom re ie’s truck. get her to talk to eddie and his accountant. then […]
mercury retro
OH MY GAWD i hjust lost the longest ranting post in histry of my bloging and it was all about the fucking knarly shit that happened today- all technical car/computer/etc.stuff…how f*^#ing ironic is that??????
jauna’s addicione
tonight jauna’s addicione….yeah. im psyched. dave’s bday at midnight.should be fun . dont know if ill go to the after party. i may be beat. who knows. it’s just great to be going andnot have to figure out what to do for newyears.
feel very close
feel very close to connection with universe. odd time right now(when is it NOT an odd time in my life??!!) feel slike i’m living in a spiritualized song.cried today, finally. feel sensitive to others energy-know i need to do something different. am scared of thinking about the new year, must follow my instincts though. yoga.
christmas 2002
christmas 2002 is officially over . i’m so grateful for all the people aropund me this xmas. and for all the events that are helping me to see who i have become. i have grown out of so many of my old patterns(thank g-d) db came over as a late night santa , wirth presents […]
odd
odd not having cole around. i miss her alot..even when she was here..she felt like she wasnt..really here.i dunno. changes shifts always. spiral in out.whatever. i am feeling like i am in the divine oder of my life right now. let go of control all the time. it will (IS) working out for me..perfectly. i […]
nice morning
nice am. woke went to ie’s hung with erwin and cat(oops forgot his name)then up to jk’s to hang with those cats and fish.then to lc ..left as i have heard the speaker before.went to meet rf and her italian diver boy/man.at urth. then home . got the garage cleaned out finally (3 years later!!) […]
nice am
nice am. woke went to ie’s hung with erwin and cat(oops forgot his name) then up to mjk’s to hang with those cats and fish. then to lc ..left as i have heard the speaker before.went to meet rf and her italian diver boy/man. at urth. then home . got the garage cleaned out finally […]
campfreddie this eve
campfreddie this eve.umm. well . it was fun. i danced alot. ahmet was great.he sang ‘feel like making luv.”so awesome. bereal was there. sang rocksupahstar. very cool. also nika costa.more tomorrow..im too tired
see my life
i see my life quite clearly right now. i amno longer upset about cole. i am fullof love and forgivness both for me and everyone else. i know i am not a bad friend ’cause i have never showed up or been as present as i have been for someone as i have in the […]